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    June 25

    Outback Australia Tour

    一切准备就绪,该出发了,回来时世界杯是不是就结束了呀......希望还没......当我蓬头垢面的回来时,希望德国队还在踢,意大利和西班牙也还没离开......
     
    未知的旅程中会发生什么事呢?既兴奋又有些许紧张,希望Camping的地方没啥野兽出没,希望带的东西不要丢掉,希望天气不会太冷......总之希望我和师兄弟们在这个旅程中一切顺利
     
    Central Australia,别走开,我马上就到!
    June 23

    Mattie Stepanek(July 17, 1990 – June 22, 2004)

    今天看Oprah,可是让我废掉不少纸巾。虽然这应该是一两年前的一集,可是感人的故事什么时候看结果都是一样。这集嘉宾是John Travolta和Joaquin Phoenix,他们为当时的新片做宣传,一看他俩,就知道这集是N久之前了,所以也没仔细看,一直到Oprah介绍两位消防员上场,我才开始认真去看。这两位消防员在一次消防任务中救了他们的一位同袍,当我听到那位被救大哥哽咽的说:"感谢你们给了我第二次生命,让我有机会看着孩子长大",哗的一下,我的眼泪一下子就涌出来了......
     
    刚控制住水势,Oprah严肃的介绍了下面的故事,她用"He is my guy"(也许是guide...)来形容他,接着就开始放片子,故事的主人公是个坐着装满医学器材的轮椅的小男孩,Mattie Stepanek,他得的是一种罕见的肌肉萎缩症(我是这样理解的),他的哥哥和姐姐们得了同样的病先后离开了人世。很小开始他只能用轮椅代步。3岁起,他开始写作,后来发表了好几本诗集,还登上了销量前几的位置,成为了畅销书作家,他一直在努力向世人传达着和平的信息,还有幸结识了他心目中的英雄前总统卡特。2004年6月22日,他瘦小的身躯再也没有力量去抵抗病魔侵袭,在母亲的怀中离开了人世。前总统卡特和Oprah都出席了他的葬礼,卡特说了这样一段话:"I have known kings and queens, presidents and prime ministers...But the most extraordinary person I have ever known in my life was Mattie Stepanek"。节目还请来了Mattie的母亲,我这才知道,她母亲也得的是同样的疾病,她讲述了Mattie最后的日子,讲到她能感觉到Mattie已经做好准备离开这个世界,讲到去到天国后Mattie希望做的事......具体什么我已经记不清了,因为当时一直在哭,坐在他母亲身旁的John大叔已经泪流满面,Joaquin也一个劲的摸泪,感觉好像观众也在哭,Oprah脸上也挂着泪......
     
    还好,下午和朋友出去逛了逛,驱散了些伤感,可还是忘不掉Mattie天真的笑容,希望更多的去了解,研究后发现,电视台可能是特地在选今天这个日子去放这节目的。还发现了他的三个愿望,不同于大多数同龄人的愿望:
     
    "I wish to have at least one of my collections of Heartsongs poetry published as my gift to the world.
     
    I wish to have Oprah Winfrey share the message of hope and peace in my Heartsongs on her show because people turn to her for inspiration and direction.
     
    And, I wish to have fifteen minutes to talk peace with Jimmy Carter so that I can make sure I am doing all that I can and should be doing to become a peacemaker for others."
     
    大约2001年的时候Oprah正好在Mattie所在那个地区停留,看到了当地报纸对Mattie和他的三个愿望的报道,愿意帮他传递这个信息,卡特总统也抽空和他会面,和他探讨生命与和平......
     
    在他离开这个星球两年后,我收到了这个信息,将它记录下来,希望看到的人也能去了解他所要传达的信息,这让我想起了很喜爱的一部电影"Pay it Forward",当老师问学生们如何改变这个地球,一个男孩说出了他的计划:当他帮助3个人之后,要求那三个人每人再去帮助另外3个人,他们同要要求被帮助的人每人去帮助另外3个人......现实虽然困难重重,男孩还是坚持付诸于行动,直到最后失去了生命,但他所传递的信息,在被他帮助过的人中传递开来......
    June 16

    多线程与多进程

    今天在复习C++时,我突然意识到原来我的大脑是属于多进程的操作系统,Time Slicing非常之短,C++处理了一会,就立刻被其他进程抢占了过去,起初我还以为这属于多线程,但后来意识到它们并不属于一个任务时,我失望的接受了这个事实......
     
    也许是因为还差一门了,所以思绪也开始变得活跃起来,旅行,电影,世界杯,未来打算......各个有着自己的优先级,不停着强占系统资源......
     
    想来想去都没发现使用过多线程的迹象,难道这是我处理器的瓶颈所在?
     
    June 10

    这是早上的一个梦,梦里出现了3个大学和小学时期的男同学和一位女老师,讲的好像是这位女老师要我和其中的一位同学去捣毁某个机构,醒后分析可能是一所学校吧,结果我们先通过Internet浏览了该机构的网址,结果在其他同学的面前我们遭来了老师的严厉批评,我想可能是这样容易暴露我们的身份吧......醒后,我怎么也想不起女老师的面容了,这要是公安机关找上我,我该怎么办呀......
     
    梦的解析:最近学习压力过大,下意识里希望学校不翼而飞,一了百了......至于为啥会梦见那三位同学,真是摸不着头脑,但可以肯定一点的是,在梦里,我对那位女老师充满了爱慕之情,以至于早上迟迟不肯起床......
    June 07

    The day the music died

    American Pie

    A long, long time ago...
    I can still remember
    How that music used to make me smile.
    And I knew if I had my chance
    That I could make those people dance
    And, maybe, they’d be happy for a while.

    But february made me shiver
    With every paper I’d deliver.
    Bad news on the doorstep;
    I couldn’t take one more step.

    I can’t remember if I cried
    When I read about his widowed bride,
    But something touched me deep inside
    The day the music died.

    So bye-bye, miss american pie.
    Drove my chevy to the levee,
    But the levee was dry.
    And them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
    Singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
    "this’ll be the day that I die."

    Did you write the book of love,
    And do you have faith in God above,
    If the Bible tells you so?
    Do you believe in rock ’n roll,
    Can music save your mortal soul,
    And can you teach me how to dance real slow?

    Well, I know that you’re in love with him
    `cause I saw you dancin’ in the gym.
    You both kicked off your shoes.
    Man, I dig those rhythm and blues.

    I was a lonely teenage broncin’ buck
    With a pink carnation and a pickup truck,
    But I knew I was out of luck
    The day the music died.

    I started singin’,
    "bye-bye, miss american pie."
    Drove my chevy to the levee,
    But the levee was dry.
    Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
    And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
    "this’ll be the day that I die."

    Now for ten years we’ve been on our own
    And moss grows fat on a rollin’ stone,
    But that’s not how it used to be.
    When the jester sang for the king and queen,
    In a coat he borrowed from james dean
    And a voice that came from you and me,

    Oh, and while the king was looking down,
    The jester stole his thorny crown.
    The courtroom was adjourned;
    No verdict was returned.
    And while lennon read a book of marx,
    The quartet practiced in the park,
    And we sang dirges in the dark
    The day the music died.

    We were singing,
    "bye-bye, miss american pie."
    Drove my chevy to the levee,
    But the levee was dry.
    Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
    And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
    "this’ll be the day that I die."

    Helter skelter in a summer swelter.
    The birds flew off with a fallout shelter,
    Eight miles high and falling fast.
    It landed foul on the grass.
    The players tried for a forward pass,
    With the jester on the sidelines in a cast.

    Now the half-time air was sweet perfume
    While the sergeants played a marching tune.
    We all got up to dance,
    Oh, but we never got the chance!
    `cause the players tried to take the field;
    The marching band refused to yield.
    Do you recall what was revealed
    The day the music died?

    We started singing,
    "bye-bye, miss american pie."
    Drove my chevy to the levee,
    But the levee was dry.
    Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
    And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
    "this’ll be the day that I die."

    Oh, and there we were all in one place,
    A generation lost in space
    With no time left to start again.
    So come on: jack be nimble, jack be quick!
    Jack flash sat on a candlestick

    Cause fire is the devil’s only friend.

    Oh, and as I watched him on the stage
    My hands were clenched in fists of rage.
    No angel born in hell
    Could break that satan’s spell.
    And as the flames climbed high into the night
    To light the sacrificial rite,
    I saw satan laughing with delight
    The day the music died

    He was singing,
    "bye-bye, miss american pie."
    Drove my chevy to the levee,
    But the levee was dry.
    Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
    And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
    "this’ll be the day that I die."

    I met a girl who sang the blues
    And I asked her for some happy news,
    But she just smiled and turned away.
    I went down to the sacred store
    Where I’d heard the music years before,
    But the man there said the music wouldn’t play.

    And in the streets: the children screamed,
    The lovers cried, and the poets dreamed.
    But not a word was spoken;
    The church bells all were broken.
    And the three men I admire most:
    The father, son, and the holy ghost
    ,

    They caught the last train for the coast
    The day the music died.

    And they were singing,
    "bye-bye, miss american pie."
    Drove my chevy to the levee,
    But the levee was dry.
    And them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
    Singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
    "this’ll be the day that I die."

    They were singing,
    "bye-bye, miss american pie."
    Drove my chevy to the levee,
    But the levee was dry.
    Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
    Singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die."

    今天没梳头

    第一次看见他没梳头的样子,平时他可不是这样,来我这里的时候总是装扮整齐,有时还带着东西过来,什么石头呀,树枝呀......今天是怎么了?莫非他还在准备飞行考试?像我一样被考试压得透不过气来?
    June 04

    North and South

    "North and South"在我国上映时译为"南北战争乱世情"。也许这是我看过的第一部美国连续剧,但可以肯定的是Patrick Swayze绝对是我的第一个美国偶像。这部影片使我在人生的初期阶段第一次了解到友谊的真谛。故事讲述一个南方青年和一个北方青年在西点军校相识,同甘共苦,一起被长官欺负,一起出生入死,建立起了深厚的友谊。毕业后没多久,南北双方的意见分歧愈演愈烈,战争一触即发,两人虽然有着不同的观点,但友谊并为因此动摇,当北方青年经济上出现问题时,南方青年冒着生命危险去给他送钱。战争爆发了,两人为了捍卫各自所属集团的利益,都选择了加入军队。当时的战争到底有多残酷,我已经不记得了,只记得有一幕肉搏战,当两人终于在战场上相遇时,眼神中流露出关切,而又无奈.....战争最终以南方的失利而告终,看着这片烧焦的土地,两人决定携手去修复战争给这个国家带来的创伤。
     
    片中的南方青年由Patrick Swayze主演,后来还看过一部叫"热舞"的电影,才知道原来他是舞林高手,当然,他刻画的最出名的人物就是"人鬼情未了"里面的Sam。刚来这里的时候和朋友在City逛的时候看到一家书店外摆的二手书里就有这本"North and South",$10,当时支出太大,没舍得买,唉,这要搁在现在,唉,还好发现图书馆有这本书,考完试可以借出来看看,呵呵
     
     
     
    June 01

    今天可是累坏了

     凌晨四点,闹钟准时鸣叫,打开电视,绝对不能错过历史的这一时刻,Katie Couric在NBC's Today的最后一期,这位相伴美国人民15年的早间新闻节目主播,在此之后将会到CBS主持晚间新闻节目,好像还是美国首次由女主播独挑此项重担。
     
    还好这个节目只相伴了我不到4天,要不我这小身子骨可是受不了。在他们对Katie表达Farewell的同时,我也在庆祝她的离开,终于没有借口睡这么晚或起这么早了。喜欢一个人来的真是那么突然,记得刚开始看她主持,第一印象就觉得定是个女强人,典型的女主播,看着节目中间不是插播她这些年来的主持片断,包括11/9那天她和同事一起看着双塔倒下......其中的一节可能给了我欣赏她的理由,那节主要表现的她幽默的一面,看着她在台上高歌,美国偶像的尖酸评判Simon坐在台下直捂耳朵,嗯,这就是我欣赏的女生,对事业认真,又不失幽默感。
     
    节目期间,让我了解了Katie的一些经历,他的搭档提到他们一起走过的日子了,共同度过了很多艰难的时刻,一起哭过,笑过,已经不只是工作伙伴那么简单,而是一生的朋友。Katie所面临的最艰难的时刻是在1998年的时候她的丈夫患癌症去世,只有42岁。自此之后,Katie更关注与对医学方面的报道,亲历亲为,几次扮演病患的角色去让大众了解真实的诊断过程,有一次还吞了个微型照相机,呵呵,挺逗......所以最后一期的节目里还安排了好多因为看Katie的节目而及时去做身体检查的癌症康复患者向Katie送上祝福。在工作中,Katie总能带个大家欢笑,使工作间好像每一天都在过圣诞一样,同事们把她当作工作中的榜样,生活中的挚友......唉,不过整个节目的气氛还是比较轻松愉悦的,穿插着现场表演,天气预报,新闻播报,现场还请来了Katie的父母,两个女儿等亲友作为观礼嘉宾,请来了老Tony献唱蓝调。毕竟,这不应该是件悲伤的事,虽然早上不能够在看到Katie了,但是美国人民可以晚上转台去CBS看她,呵呵,我呢......她现在应该有机会上Letterman的节目了,呵呵
     
    节目在6点钟结束,终于可以静下心来完成作业的收尾工作了,到10点,结束和国际象棋的鏖战,终于可以休息了......2小时之后,新的一天正是开始了......
     
    现在,呵呵,进行劳累一天的收尾工作后,各位晚安......